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I keep trying to take the least selfish way out but its left me upset, confused and crying. I don’t understand what you mean, what am I supposed to do? God not talking to you hurts more than anything I’ve felt in a while. And I can’t help but think you never liked me in the first place. I’m always so nice. Look how hurt its got me. I told you that what I feel doesn’t matter but its starting to now. I’m misanthropist for a reason. I just need to tell myself I hate you everyday when I know I don’t.
If you tell yourself a lie, long enough it becomes true.